I have decided
to resurrect my study abroad blog. Partly, because I’m quite fond of the alliteration
and catchiness of GracerinoGoesGlobal; although I am planning on having many more
global endeavors. Partly, because I am preparing to embark on an arguably
bigger journey than my trip to Africa. This time I am only travelling 1,551
miles. But, when I arrive I intend to begin an entirely new chapter of my life,
and to continue writing it until I feel I am ready for the next. J
For quite some
time, thoughts about re-vamping this thing have been floating around in my
head. The other day while driving through the rolling hills, watching the sun set
on seas of golden corn stalks, I was feeling particularly touched by the beauty
of the Midwest. I was basking in the bittersweet-ness of my short month left in
Iowa. Simultaneously a feeling of sadness about leaving everything I have come
to call home showered upon me, but a stronger, unshakable excitement about my
upcoming escapade arose within me. In this moment, I was undoubtedly sure that
I should in fact re-vamp my blog!
So, for all of you
who have not yet heard my big news, here it is:
I AM MOVING TO SOUTH FLORIDA IN A MONTH!!! When I arrive, I will be
taking yacht crew certification classes, returning to Florida Seabase to become
a certified Scuba instructor, then working on a privately owned yacht. Upon
sharing this news with friends and family, numerous people have replied with something
along the lines of “Wow, that is the most grace thing you could do.” It turns
out this statement is right on the money! When I began my job search, I spent
almost every night for what seems like a month mindlessly scanning through job
hub sites, reading descriptions of jobs I didn’t want to do, coming up with
various justifications to settle for one of them. One cool summer night, after
walking around Iowa City with my good friend Molly, and feeling particularly
nostalgic, I had what felt like an epiphany. My next step became crystal clear
to me. I knew where I was going and what I was doing, following my heart to one
of the places it’s been the fullest.
Today I was
reading an article in PADI’s monthly magazine. (PADI is the diving organization
I have obtained almost all of my diving certifications through.) The following is
a statement I resonated with perfectly. I thought I would share it with all of
you, to make my motivation for pursuing a professional trajectory in scuba
diving a bit more understandable.
“We do what we
do because we fell in love with the aquatic world and its wonderful creatures,
so we support global efforts to preserve and restore the oceans’ health. We do
what we do to protect marine animals, to participate in efforts to document and
protect marine biodiversity. We do it for people and community, to integrate
diving with local communities and train them to value, protect, and benefit
from healthy marine ecosystems. And we do it for health and wellness, by using
diving to heal people physically and psychologically.” –John Kinsella
I realize the
path I have chosen is not the most conventional, and if my parents had not
become so accustomed to my fierce independence, I am sure they would be worried
about me too. But they are not. Nor am I, I am enlivened and ready for whatever
comes my way. I am excited because I know there is so much I don’t know about
what my future holds. And I realize everything will not always be as peachy as
it is now in my romantic, pre-informed projections about what post-grad life in
Florida will be like. But having a way to share my thoughts about life, funny
stories, and life-changing experiences, with my ginormous fan base (by this I
mean my six frequent readers,) makes the potential rough patches slightly less
daunting.
While I feel
eager to make this move and leave the Midwest behind, (at least for a little
while,) I will dearly miss all the people I have met and the relationships I
consider myself lucky to have been a part of. Everyone I have come into contact
with over the course of my twenty-one years have played some role in shaping
the person I have become today. For that, I will be forever grateful. By
writing this blog, I will feel connected to you and hope you will to me.
Until next time!
Cheers!
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